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Sunday, May 30, 2010

love to say here....

xde ape yg nk dbanggaka dlu skunk n slama2 nye..memikirkan diri yg masih byk kekurangan disisi Allah yg maha AL-rahman n AL-rahim....tapi doa dan harapan terlalu tinggi untuk menggapai sebuah kejayaan...xde niat untuk berbangga, kerana..setiap kurnian dan kelebihan adalah dpinjam dr Nya...namun kejayaan yg diimpi untuk membalas penat lelah mama n abh, melaksanakan tangunggjawab the first in my family..and menegakkan syiar islam d bumi Allah ini..juga membuktikan..saya la ank melayu yg berwawasan...punya jati diri dan nilai moral yg tinggi.....terinagt zaman belajar..dr mengenal ayat alquran..ustazah nye arwah nenek sendiri..pernah kene penampar, ekoran mls mengaji...then, dikuti dunia abc, and 123..syonok nye time tu, time saat math is dificult subject until i know how to solve all problem in mathematic..time i dont like science...but, c.rose come into my life...and during mama syebuk memahamkan sy tentang tatabhasa ibunda...sehingga sampai la hidup berkawan d maahad muhammadi..i learn how to b independent there, by knowledge n experience at maahad, i survive well during at perlis and SHAH alam..i hope...after this i will further develope to be sucessfull woman..fi dunia wal akhirah....amin ya rabbal alamin....

enough for this...

sesungguh nya..bersyukur and kagum tersangat ke hadrat Allah yg mengurnia kan setiap hambanya perasaan yg berbeza..malah terlalu halus nye...dan setiap manusia itu juga akan ada bersamnya nafsu yang cuba mengawal setiap emosi n keinginan nye..mengawal nafsu bukan lah suatu yg senag ..malah ianya terlalu sukar...dan setiap manusia itu perlulah blajar sepanjang hidupnya mengawal nafsu nye, agar emosi dan pemkiranye akn berlandaskan rationality...dan percaya lah..kita mampu mengawalnye jika, keyakinan, keimanan kita terhadap Allah, adala mengatasi segala2 yg laen...dan keyakinan ini la membawa kita terhadap pasrah dgn ketentuan QADA' n QADAR...juga trus berusaha untuk mendapat keredhaan hidup disisi Allah....

hate this time...

i feel sorry to my self..how come i have a vry bad idea..uhuks...so sad..can i forget all story which i create it bfore...and the one side is dont know nothing..hu,hu..i can't accept it...how cruel u are...so cruel..make my self always think and thinking of you...but, u so harmless..but all this is not ur fault... all is mine..i cannot control my own self...but, i hate what i have done before..give me time to repaire it..i promise..it will gonna b normal back...let i try to move the spiritual to the true way...pape pun..third party who read it will not understand what exactly happened..between me and you..but, my own self..deeply understand..how hurt it was...ALLAh aje yg TAu.....

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

sakitnye bile fkrkan tentang itu....

xtau nk cakap ape da...yg penting terlalu skt bile fkrkn sgale2 tntg itu,,,,so, alternative nye, nrul da dlate no phone awak...and semua msg awak...everytime awak msg, nrul trus delate,,bab, xnk dpt contact awk nnti...xtau nape..nrul, sakit sgt dgn awk,,,bukan bb emotional...tp, awak uat nrul memendam rasa...i dont want to think about u anymore...let's it gone forever...i will not let it to come accross my life....bubye....i wish u u all the best....

Sunday, May 9, 2010

this my picture....during balik uma

ni my picture..tunggu abah amek..
ni la peneman setia atas bus....
peace..muka bangun tdo....

terlalu...

terlalu lama tinggalkan blog, tapi...bukan sebab nrul xsuke blog...but, last sem..is so hard time for me..terlalu byk yg sukar...but, xpe lah..ini lah ujian dari Allah.....
itu yg menyebabkan nrul ignore kan blog..tapi insyallh sepanjang cuti ni, dapat lah...sdikit sebanyk mencoret d blog saya ini....hur,23hb ni nk g anta melly g puncak Alam, and ada gathering dangan kwn2 lama.....

after exam...

after exam bley r berangan habesan....hu,hu...best duk uma..mlm 7may tu, after paper pkol 12 trus blk uma sewa...kemas barang...hurm, pastu buang sume notes...xtau la this sem..my performance...i try harder...but, question not like usual...so, ape2...nrul da redha....
penat gak, balik terkejar2 ni...sume nye salah planing..ingt melly nk g matrik, tp upe2 nk g asasi...dia nmpk happy gle bangat...tumpang gembira la....
sampai je uma pg tu...trus teman melly g shopping ape yg patut..hu,hu..penat tp happy,.....
mlm lak, sy msg dgn awak...tp, xtau nape tetiba nk nangis...saya rasa..awak, terlalu jauh dgn saya...semakin hari semakin jauh...bile awak ty nape, saya tahu awak langsung x faham.....sdey nye saya.....