Monday, February 28, 2011

nothing to worry if you believe what Allah settup for us...

i believe it, but like others said, u should put some effort to achieve it..its true since Allah suke kepada hamba yang berusaha, so conclusion, only berharap without any effort same like wait for the money fall down from the sky. may be, jodoh, rezeki, ajal itu sudah ditentukan, but if we put some effort, we may b can satisfy our need and target. Berusaha, bertawakkal and menerima dgn rasa syukur..after you work hard for getting something, finally u fail to grab will accept without any regret. saat itu, terima la taqdir kerana sesengguh nye, hanya Allah yg lbh mengetahui.

semoga saya seorang yang xpernah berputus asa-berusaha dan mampu menerima ketentuan dr NYA, amin yarabbal alamin:)

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

silent for you...

dear my beloved friend,
i'm walking slowly, my intention doest want you to wake up or realize i'm standing beside you.
please keep moving to achive what u pursue to aspire, what you really excited for

just keep moving forward, i only want to kee quite, to let you choose your own way, to make you comfort making decision. but, i always pray for you, always happy for your success.

no matter what happened in the past, the moment we spent together as university's student totally different from now. u and me must learn how to adapt with new environment, must cope wit commitmment. it just ne wfor us. and let take some more time to make our self can afford it.

i like to see how you walk through the positions, to make sure you never give up, be strong and make a wise decision. may be u feel lost at some time, just return back to your initial mission, remember Allah and your parent also let me know what is about, my pleasure to comfort you dear.

good luck and may Allah bless buth of us...

khalid - his last day

only chocolate i prepared for him, spent two month with him make me feel sad to say good buy, thank for being a good friend during internship time..ofcourse i will pray for you and wish you will graduate on time as well as me..uhuksss...(start perasan)... o yeah, he pormise to post me some australia choc. lets we see either you just ' kencing' me or serious.. but, i know u always talk nonsense..

but, i still remember, u help me alot within gcad industrial, sometime you bully me, but i know at the same time u defend me..thank you...

bubye khalid, and good luck...

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

only believe your own self....

if you want to love someone, just love your self,
if you want to huge someone, its better for yourself,
when you miss someone, miss much your own self,

yes..all about your self....

you know why, when we think about our self much important than others, we will make a better decision,
its actually also help us to be a good muslim. make a good decision for our own self mean must be follow the rules of ahkam in holy qoran, only that is the correct way to love our own self...

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

time is limited now:(

time always running, and we must chase it..that was correct, if i can stop it from keep running, may be 7 years ago, i already estoppel it. so, my age just remain 17 years old. yest to many thing i want to do in 17 years old. the most important thing, i want to appreciate each minutes..may be i study harder to score the best in SPM.

dont blame me  as a person who are not going to thankful for what i got today. but may be a little regret on what happened in the past...its okay la...but now i realize my current age do not allow me to spend much more longer time to enjoy as before.

i must plan for future, and cope with commitment and must consider my responsibility. after finish my study, my life actually just begin, i need to start new phase in my life. i must improve everything...of course the most important thing is to be a pure muslim with follow the rule inside Holy Qoran.

i hope, berkat doa from my parent will lead me to the successful life di dunia and akhirat. insyallah:)

seandainye dia untuk saya...

i don't think every1 in this world deny to believe of loving some1. for me, who those try to say love is nothing only stick to their 'ego'. i believe it, i love that moment and i think it help me to build my self esteem. but, certain people define it in the wrong side, they practice the wrong way to show their love...i don't want to say here i'm good 1. since i always refuse my own self to falling in love until i meet him. i really not sure either i fall in love with im or not, but he actually derive me to achive my dream. thank for you, my dear friend.

eventhough we never declare our relationship, and only started as a friend and goes to best friend. we taking care each other and the most important we support and understand each other. it enough for me actually. i have my own reason why i never want to declare our relationship, this is because i dont want to fight againts my fate. i believe 'jodoh' is in god's hand. i dont know either you is my fate or not. so lets our relationship growing as a good friend.

i dont know what you think about our relationship, but for me you always make me happy and excited to work hard.. when i start to do something i will finish it successfully since i know you will always encourage me and stand by my side and also waiting to final result. i know, you will not read this, but i sure u understand me more than others. by this kind of relationship, we never fight each other, we just want each of us enjoy with our relationship and rely on Taqdir for further decision.

only what i can say here is THANK YOU, for everythings....

my precious time

2011 already, i think for 2010, not too much i post here, but its okay la since last year i really busy tried to study hard and score the best. and finally i got it....:) eventhough it was below than my target, but still achieve what i aspire for la..enough to make mom and abah smile on graduation day...insyallh it will be on this coming November.

now, I'm doing my internship with sime i learn alot, i think 5 months here will help me to achieve my objective. people here very nice to me..teach and trait me like senior junior. sometime advice. what i realize here i really develop my confident level and improve my communication skills. i also make my own self familiarize with the real work environment area, and how to create a good relationship with peers who are coming from different races and different experience background. yes, this condition help me to be more mature and get ready to workforce environment.

but, untill now i still cannot reach to final decision either to further my study and join industry to gain some experience. i think this is big important decision and i should think carefully since i realize it will effect my future. so, lets take some more time to  think about it carefully. but, of course my parent, sisters and future family will influence my decision for this time.

honestly, now i really miss my precious time during primary, high school and university time...i miss all parts the way i has growing up, the journey i pass through, and of course my friends that make my life colorful with happiness. for me it was a long journey to reach at my age now...but, its was actually the sources that help to build my characteristic now. yes, still alot  to be improve and change, insyallah i pray for allah to remind me always and kindly provide me Nur hidayah seperti yg tercatat inside surah An- nur.

like my mom said, your previous time is all memory you should keep it in your mind, there are our story which includes happy, sad, love, guilty, arrogant, scary and any other feeling. TQ mom, TQ abah, TQ jah~mell~erniq and TQ every1..becouse of them, i learn how to cope with challenges, obstacle to understand normal life.

see all next time...

~Nurul Farhana Mazlan~